Skapandi Kona
Posts from a creative woman living in the PNW
Monday, March 30, 2026
Willamette Valley Wonder
Bliss
Thursday, December 18, 2025
The Polar Bear
The polar bear is a solitary animal. She cares for her cubs, but don't get in her way. I started this painting about the same time my mom was diagnosed with late stage cancer. She had a small collection of teddy bears that she collected in the 80's and 90's that were sitting on the oak shelves in her home. She was much like a bear in personality; solitary, a protective mother, and don't you dare cross her.
She passed away on the full moon, November 4th, 2025. I finished this painting, but my grief was heavy on my ability to focus. I don't feel this is one of my better works, and that's okay. When I look at it, I will always recall the dark days of grief of losing my mother.
Rest in peace mom.
Surreal series - House of Dreams
About twenty years ago, I kept having a recurring dream/nightmare that involved a home I bought which had a very evil feeling. It was a three story Victorian with a basement, and the dream always was portrayed in the dark. The basement felt safest, yet empty. The attic felt the scariest. This dream came to me at least 10 times over the course of about a year. Then one day, I stopped having them.
While this painting doesn't represent that dream, the house reminds me of the one in the dream. Eyes watching you, darkness surrounds the house, and it's a multi-story home. Unlike the one in my dream, I painted this one with cheerful colors of pink, teal and gold. I did not have a detailed plan for this piece. Other than the shape of the house, all of the whimsical details were spontaneous and were not in the dream.
The dreams we have at night are a pretty special place to be, I do believe they are another realm of reality to embrace, even if they are scary.
Saturday, August 9, 2025
The Pygmy Owl
The desert can be barren, harsh, and even deadly. Yet somehow life finds a way to thrive there, and when it does, it can be colorful.
These 6" owls nest in the Saguaro cacti in the Sonoran desert of North America. This is the Cactus Ferruginous Pygmy Owl and is now listed as threatened per the Endangered Species Act. If you're lucky to spot them, it most likely will be at dawn or dusk. Numbering in the 100's in Arizona, habitat loss is the major contributor to their decline.
Painted with M. Graham watercolors and Daniel Smith Luminescent watercolors on 10 X 12 canvas board.
Sunday, June 15, 2025
The Sierra Nevada Red Fox
Monday, May 26, 2025
Phoenix
I lived in Phoenix Arizona (moved back to the PNW because I missed trees), but that's not what this post is about. I have a tattoo of Phoenix rising on my shoulder, but that's not what this post is about. The Phoenix is also a symbol of Scorpio, which happens to be my astrology sun sign as well, and that's kind of what this post is about, but not entirely.
I've been in a rut where I haven't wanted to put out much artwork recently. It's mostly to do with external circumstances that are heavily impacting the path of my 'well organized and laid out plans for the future'. But then, a cat named Phoenix has taken my heart because of a path she is taking that most cats will never do.
I won't go into retelling the story, but most of us by now have heard of Sailing With Phoenix, the young man who left his corporate job, emptied his 401k, bought a sailboat as a novice sailor, and sailed from Oregon (my home state!) to Hawai'i with his kitty Phoenix. Health issues also impact his decision to embrace the decision to start over, which in itself is enough to ponder our purpose.
While Oliver (the young man) has many posts documenting his journey and lovable nature, it's his kitty Phoenix who has captured my heart.
She was found in a dumpster several years ago, and Oliver rescued her from what I can gather on his social media posts. He then continuously expresses his love and devotion to her, and frequently displays their bond throughout his video posts. And all I keep thinking is, that lucky cat! So of course, being a painter of people's beloved pets, I had to capture her with watercolor and ink.
Oliver and Phoenix's journey was incredible to watch. Human vulnerability and humility (to me) are ultimate displays of human courage. That's already on top of his impending health issues, quitting the rat race life we are conditioned to believe is our purpose, and draining the 401k pot of money held for the 'future and security'.
In Oliver's speech as he was welcomed to Hawai'i at the Waikiki Yacht Club on May 24th, he mentions that the world is in a weird place, and he has displayed that it's possible for people to 'break out'. In the past 6 months with the world being in that weird place for me personally, I am learning to let go of carefully laid plans for the future and embrace uncertainty with hope, vulnerability and humility.
Willamette Valley Wonder
This is not a new painting, but a refresh of an existing one. I love how I got lost in capturing the light and shadows of the evening rela...
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An unusual and rare bird, I have a slight fascination with the graceful swan with velvet black feathers. They are found in Australia and Ta...
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Often I dream of traveling, but the actual logistics of flying, sleeping in a different bed, trying to figure out where to eat are details ...
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In Oregon, we have many forested parks-some in the city and some in our multiple mountain ranges. At the western base of the Cascade mountai...





